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I know that you cannot please everybody; there will be always someone who doesn't like you. And it's cool - it's not like I like everyone either. You don't like me? Fine. But please, don't be a two-faced person.

Today, I met with my friend to drink coffee and talk. He is a bit eccentric, but nice and honest (I like this in people). Anyway, he told me that some students on our year wish that I fail this term and are happy when I don't get the highest mark. I'm used to this behavior; jealous people are cute to observe. But some of these people I called "friends" and discovering that they just pretend(ed) to be my friends hurt me.

I remember the sixth class in the primary school. I was 13 and one of girls in my class started saying mean things about me after I got the highest grades in school - my arithmetic mean was 5.55. I remember that other girls - me included - were shocked: how that girl could something like that? After all we knew each other since we were 7. We were so innocent then...

I didn't have problems with other people being jealous about me in the junior high school or the technical college - oh no, wait. There was a girl from other class in TC, but she stopped trying to bull me after she grabbed my neck and tug it down during basketball match and I - by instinct (my sensei would be proud of me) - connected my elbow with her ribs.

Now, I don't really know what to do. I spoke with one of my friends - my circle of friends is laughably small again - and he told me to be strong and don't think about it. Sure, I can try. But usually it was one-two students; we have few classes in groups and good 5-7 people from mine (20 people in total) would love to see me getting kicked out from the school.

I wonder if these people don't have any morals? Being honest is too much? I must say I kinda admire people who don't really like me, but don't need to be d***ks to me and we can treat each other as civilized adults should treat other people.

One more thing: I worked both with men and women. If someone tell you that working with women is the worst thing ever, you can laugh at that person. There is nothing worse that working with jealous men.

Well, seems I need to do a list "Students-I-can-lend-to-my-notes-from-lectures", because, you see, I'm the only person who takes notes on lectures that are really boring, but everyone want to pass these subjects so they need notes. Oops.
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Today, I had Sociology exam and it's now official: I'm free! For little more than two weeks! Hooray! xD

We - me and few of my friends - went to eat pizza after the exam. It was nice; we talked and joked a lot. Around 8pm we left the restaurant and it took us three hours to come back to the dormitory ^^ Boys started snowball fights and soon we all were wet xD D. and M. almost managed to throw me into the snow, but I didn't let them knock me down. Well, D. managed to knock down M. and then sat on him. It was priceless :3 Then we went to the shop; I wanted to buy few things and we ended buying beers which we drank shortly after we had left the shop. I do not think that drinking those beers was a good idea - even if we were hidden by buildings and there wasn't anyone. After that we waited for a bus for one of the boys - 'young men' would be better term, but they are still so very... boy-ish ^^ - and then finally went back to the dormitory.

It was a long, slow trip, but I was having a lot of fun. In those fours hours I laughed more than in few last weeks - despite the fact my hair was wet and I was being threated with "showering": knocking down onto the snow or having my cheeks "showered" with snow (what D. and M. did).

In the morning I bought Three Days Grace's album "One-X". I can't stop listening to it. You know how hard it was to not hum any song during the exam? ;) Anyway: every one song from this album is like a mini Grimmjow/Ichigo hymn. Beautiful *.*
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I don't even want to check when I posted my last post. Nope. And I'm not writing this one right now to have an excuse and not study for the exam at 6.12. Not at all.

Last few weeks were nice, I can't complain. I passed every exam (one of them with max amount of points), got a scholarship and made new friends. Unfortunately, in November I didn't have much time to write (I miss it!), but after 6.12 I'm going to finish at least two longer fics - it's a shame that I haven't posted anything longer than 2k for some time.

I slept almost through whole day yesterday, but I feel better now than I felt in last few days - I needed that sleep even if I had some weird dreams.

Who started buying gifts for Christmas? Me :) I have one for my mun and I'm going to go shopping on Monday to look for something for my siblings and cousins. I don't know what to buy them :/

What else, what else... Right. Thanks to Amarissia I know now about nice series on youtube - Takumi-kun series - and it's really hard to study and not watch those movies *sighs*

In this year, like in previous one, I'll write a story for FFVII Anthology. If you are interested go here: click.
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I have a roommate! It's a girl from my year - unfortunately she's in another group and we don't have many lessons together. I talked with her only few minutes, because she was going somewhere with her family, and she seems nice :)

I arrived here with my mum, brother, aunt and uncle (he has a car). They couldn't stay too long, but they helped me with my bags. It's a good thing I bought everything in my hometown. The hostel and my IT faculty aren't in the centre of W. In fact they are at the other side of Vistula and - like it isn't enough - on a hummock with veeery steep pavement. Oh, well. The nearest shop is ~10-15 minutes from the hostel which is good. And I have beautiful view from the window! There are also balconies and we - me and my family - saw a cat, who was relaxing in the sun. It meowed at us and I with my aunt and brother made a loud "Aww" ;3 It's a pretty, 'homeless' cat - for a homeless cat it is quite fat so I think this cat belongs to all students living in the hostel ;D

I've just finished unpacking and now I'm going to wander about the building. Oh, there is one more thing: the IT faculty it's opposite the hostel and there is a short hall which is connecting both building.

Move

Sep. 28th, 2012 09:52 pm
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I'm going to the hostel in W. tomorrow and my classes start on Monday (I have only one lesson; well, I'll have it in next week, the professor canceled it in this week).

I'm nervous, you know? It isn't like I've never left my hometown; I was in few cities far away from it, but I was always coming back after few days. Now? I won't be back till November.

There is also one problem: I don't know if I'll be sharing my room with someone or not. The landlord said "You'll see".

I'll see then :)

I'm on a first year of computer science and there are 52 boys and 7 girls. Not bad ;) I'm in a group C with two of them and in a group B with three of them.

Everything will be all right :)
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I had an IT professional exam in June and I've got its results today. I passed :3 I got a nice diploma and two certificates: in Polish and English.

I wasn't available in last few days, because I was on a trip to Szczecin. I have many photos of the city and I'll show you all of them! And I don't care if you want this or not *evil laugh*
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Seriously, why? I wanted to write, but despite the fact I slept almost two hours during the day I'm tired and I can only think about my bed *sighs* Cloud is looking at me with anger - he really wants me to finish that Cloudcest fic :/ I should finally do this or I can wake up without hair #.#

Only one more week at the summer job and I'll be free, hooray! I have in my plans: sleeping, eating, writing and playing Crisis Core - guess who won the auction with PSP+CrisisCore+2GB memory card? I practically bought all those things for free :3 Also, I ordered a t-shirt from here: http://statuseffects.bigcartel.com/product/soldier-poison I thought it was cheep and then I changed USD to PLN ;u; However after all those Saturdays, when I was working, I think I deserved few nice things, don't you think? ;)

Oh, and I'm a new student of the University in W. :) Yay! for me.

My finals.

Jul. 1st, 2012 10:10 pm
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I PASSED! I PAAAAAASEEEEEED!

I got my finals on Friday - I was in school at 9am (I escorted my brother for his assembly). I was sure that there wouldn't be many people, maybe 10, 15? Well, I spent in the queue ~10 minutes ;)

Remembering how much I got stressed while writing the essay I wasn't expecting great result from my Polish exam. I got 69% - very nice surprise. I am not happy with math exam's result: only 84%. I expected 86-88%. I got 100% from basic English exam and 86% from advanced English exam - the last one was easier than the mock exam I was writing in the November and I got smaller amount of points. But basic English exam was more difficult and I managed to get 100%, hooray! Civics exam... Ugh, it wasn't difficult, but there was so much questions about European Union (I don't like EU. Not at all) and I got only 53% >.<

Going to sleep. I start my summer job at the 8am - it's 10.30pm and I have to wake up at the 6am.

Goodnight!
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In last Monday and Tuesday I had computer science exams: I had to solve the test (Monday) and repair a computer (Tuesday).

The test was /hard/. I did few old exams and I passed everything - when I left the gym (my school doesn't have a classroom for 60 people) I wasn't sure if I'd get at least 10 points from 50.

One of my friends found and posted on fb the link to the pdf file, where a teacher did mark correct answers. I passed xD Yay! I don't remember all of my answers - for now I have ~58-66% (if you want to pass you need 50%).

It isn't the greatest result, but I'm not disappointed. My eyes widened seeing some of those question. There were things I didn't learn about!

Now I need to wait to the September to see if I passed the second part of the exam.

But. BUT! In next Saturday I'll get my finals' results. I'd lie, if I told you that I'm calm and not afraid of it.
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I got 100% from my Polish oral exam :3

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